~pEeKaBoO~

u noe how i haf always been saying that true love dun exist or tat it onli exist in dramas or our parent's generation. i seriously dun believe in true love. dun ask mi y i get this kind of extreme negative belief..i oso dunno..dun tink it's coz i haf been hurt before..coz i haf never been(or was it coz of tat super small incident?) i dun understand how isit tat pple can just sae that they love tis certain somemore n the next min they are loving another one? how isit that you r the onli one i love become you r one of the FEW that i love? hate to hear promises too..coz if you dun mean it pls dun sae it..i will just end up rolling my eyes..n tinkin to myself wat crap is tat lor..

i'm scared of having tat person too much into my life..over reliance tat i might be puttin onto him. haf always been saying tat prevention is better than cure..i'm not joking..i realli mean it. i dun wan to end up breaking up n feeling tat a huge part of me is missing. if i'm always tgt wif someone, wat if one day he's gone. will i be very lonely? i wan to be a tree, capable of growing on my own n not being a morning glory, dependent on someone else for my survival.

i dun tink i will ever fall in love. coz i onli love myself.

posted by little @ 8:50 PM