Wednesday, August 01, 2007

yawn..just taken medicine..feeling very drowsy now..yet in office..so trying hard to keep myself awake..n ya i am down wif sore throat + flu + cough..hai..muz b coz of the doritos la..i just cannot resist doritos! haha...

aniwae after wc said tat sometimes he dunno wat i wan/tink..i am starting to realise tat even i myself oso dunno wat i wan or how i tink..n i tink tis is resulting in lots of headaches for pple around mi..n i'm realli feeling guilty...

n oso i tink i am realli a weird ger..dun wan tis dun wan tat..then tink tis tink tat..stress tis stress tat..but the other party will always be so understanding n keep assuring mi n re-assuring mi..till i realli feel very very guilty...n i'm starting to wonder isit coz i'm not ready for everything..sigh..so fan...n it's hard to express wat i wanna sae alreadi..but even harder to express it in a way tat pple dun realli noe wat i tinking abt (coz i dun realli wan others to noe..)...

aniwae had a realli quiet weekend n week..i am bored..waiting for pple to cfm whether can watch simpsons later...yawnz...