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juz read kitty's blog n feel like blogging too...kitty sae she's not a 'home' person n i am thinking...tat's the direct opposite of mi..coz i'm a 'home' person...i think...then remembered ceyu saying in jc that she's an introvert when we all think she's not..but come to think of it..i think it might b true..i am an introvert too i think(we r both cancerians mah..so shld b alike to a certain extent..)..i like to stay at home n do the stuff tat i like...i like to juz sit down n read a book/ comic with a plate of cookies for the whole afternoon,like to just watch tv the whole dae...basically is do the stuff tat i like to do..coz at home i won't haf to force myself to put on a front,to pretend to b interested in somethin i am not,to pretend to b happie when i'm not n to smile when i dun wan to...

hl called mi yesterdae nite..came as a surprise to mi...haha...we talked abt uni life...with both of us super excited abt the hostel thing...we could imagine ourselves cleaning the toilets together..hahah...n waking each other up early in the morning n how we are going to decorate our room...but tat is if she's going into ntu n staying in a hostel lah...but she wans to go to nus..think all i can do now is to support her decision..even if tat means we dun b together n all...but if tat's wat she wans n she will b happie i will b happie for her as well..isn't tat wat friends are for? well...all's not confirmed yet..then toked abt some more other stuff n i'm surprised tat she actually supports wat i wna to do...it's amazing how tat can brighten up my dae...when some1 understands instead of pouring cold water on u...n wat's worse is tat having more pple pouring it on u all at the same time...imagine how cold it gets..time can realli change a lot of things, to a person, to a friendship n to a relationship.mayb all u needed is a person saying ' jia you' to u when u needed it instead of telling u to gif up....

n i realise i got no time..not enuff time to do all the stuff tat i wan to do...(dun worry i'm not suffering fr some illness n tats y no time..not tat kind of reason..) for the first time in my life i actually feel the panic of the lack of time...i can juz imagine myself regretting not doing lots of stuff....how????....i need more time......

posted by little @ 10:28 AM