~pEeKaBoO~

erm...juz checked out friendster...it's fun!..link here n there..yup..saw lots of pple i noe...but i din realli haf the urge to add them..dunnoe y..even those tat i noe quite well n long since sec sch..i realli dunnoe y...think i changed a lot..for the better or worse i dunnoe..i realli think i see them on the streets i will run away..juz the tot of seeing them on the streets is enuff to make mi scared liao..esp if it's a big grp of them...tat will b my worse nitemare..y?..i dunnoe..mayb i feel sad tat we r no longer as close liao?..mayb i'm jealous tat they r still hanging out together?...aiya i dunnoe..but i dun think it will b coz of tat..juz tat i think we will b so 'fake'...trying veri hard to sae something..it's veri torturing!..am i being heartless?..urgh..will b jc friends b like tat too?..i veri scared..there are realli some tat i realli treasure...okie the more i think of it the more scared i get...dun wan to sae liao..

posted by little @ 11:08 PM