Sunday, September 07, 2003

xiA Ri Mo mO cHA...">

grEaaat..i'm feeling super stressed now..wth! how to study like tat?! everythin oso cannot go in..aniwae tis whole morning i juz spent like 3hrs on my phy geo topic...urgh...n i cannot even remember wat i studied juz now..wau lau..think i shld juz go n die...n i still got so much stuff left..i wan to cry liao..aniwae i think it's not onli mi..the whole world oso stress..msg kc tat i stress on fri then sat she msg mi sae she stress..then todae i msg her again sae i stress..wau lau..think we veri interesting..everydae oso stress...urgh..been telling myself tat exams n studying is not everythin in life..ya..but look wat i am doing everydae?!..think i contradict myself..shld juz go jump off building now..

okie i wan to tok abt yesterdae!...stupid blogger lah..down when i REALLI wan to blog!...yesterdae never do anithin then went out shopping wif my mother somemore..i wan to buy skirts but cannot find..wat the!..nvm tat's not the pt!..the pt is yesterdae nite watch xia ri mo mo cha..omg! it's so nice!(even though i miss quite a lot of the beginning part..)watch until i wan to cry sia...veri touching...okie the show always reminds mi of wc..dun ask mi y..think coz he's the one which intro the show to mi first..then remember tat time we still like 1 clique..go out everytime..go his house play mahjong..hmm..then now like never even contact liao..pls for pple hu r thinking whether is it i like tis guy a not..well it's not! he's juz a friend...but my stupid friend liked him for like erm..4 years?!(Stupid!)..mayb even now still...haha...then after watching the show become veri erm..how to sae huh?..hua chi?..or lovesick..tat kind lah..like wan to haf another half like tat..hate tat kind of lovey shows..always haf tis stupid impact on mi after tat(see contradicting myself again...)but i still blieve in waiting for the right guy to come along..dun wan to haf another 'wrong' relationship(dun ask abt it..)..ya lor..will b a loOOOooong wait..i tis kind of pple no1 will wan one..(sob!)..hahah..watever lah..it will come when it's time?...

can't wait to go sch tml..the pics i develop liao! veri nice sia!..haha..mervin pls dun dash to my house n see..control urself..hahah...okie..think i'm going my grandma house..probably until nite..see no need to study again...hope i remember to watch the jin qu jiang..jay n energy won quite a no. of awards sia!..so happie!..haha...if forgot to watch..hope some1 will lend mi the tape..(hor yl..i noe u sure will record one..got jay wat..haha)...shall end off here...