Monday, September 29, 2003
noe of ani stupid pple?..well here's one toking here...i realli think i'm stupid..currently in depression...sigh..morning started off fine..got back maths n it was okie i guess...then got back human geo n it was the start of depression..after tat got back phy...tat's the ultimate...realli felt like crying then n there...miss j started off consoling mi i think..but end up i realli felt like crying..urgh...i wan to die liao lah..y i so stupid..the more n i wan to reach my goals..the further they seem to drift away fr mi..y isit tat during sec sch it's so easy to get wat i wanted?..is it tat i din put in enuff effort?...but it juz seem tat no matter how hard i try..i juz can't get it..tis is getting to b tiring..i feel like giving up liao..on top of worrying for econs n gp..now still got geo to worry abt..hai...to my friends out there..i think u all veri ke lian leh..noe such a stupid person like mi then everydae need to here mi complain tis n that ..i pity u all sia..aniwae gladys ceyu kitty kelly n hillie was nice todae..consoled mi..geo was out of my mind for a while during lunch..but after i go home the more i think abt it..the sadder i got..thanks aniwae..now to more counselling session given by yl...

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